Thoughts on prayer (and what it means to me)
This is the second in a series I started a little over a month ago on positive scripture (click here to read the first). But first I have to state a very short disclaimer. I've said this before but feel I have to say it again. My personal theology is...um, well. Scratch that. Actually I am not quit sure what my theology is these days. But what I wanted to mention is that I take the bible almost entirely as metaphor, and that while I do consider myself a follower of the teachings of Jesus (which I usually fail miserably on a daily basis), I consider Him and His teachings a way, not the only way. That said, please do not send me hate mail or try to "save me."
Anyhow, the scripture I wanted to highlight is Thessalonians 5:17 where Paul states that they/we should "pray continually." This is the NIV version; the King James version states to "pray without ceasing." Well that's some pretty serious stuff. Or is it?
Over the years, like most I would assume, not only have I changed but so has my spirituality. How I see this now is to really live in a place of gratitude and to be in awe of life in general.
This passage--to pray without ceasing--is often taken and quoted out of context, just as I did. But the couple phrases just before and after this one are just as important, I think. 5:16 tells us that we should rejoice always; 5:18 says to give thanks in all circumstances, and 5:20 advises not to quench the spirit.
My interpretation of this is to really look on the bright side of life and enjoy every minute, and to take nothing for granted because everyday and every moment is a gift. Personally, I do try to do this, and many days I do. But some days are easier than others.
Sometimes it's just simple things. Such as riding my bike at night and stopping to take photos on a cold night...feeling the wind on my face and being in touch with all that is around me. That to me is a way of praying; being in touch with the universe. Or talking to someone and looking in their eyes as they tell me a story and realizing that we, as everyone is, are all connected in some way. That to me is a form of praying as well. Sometimes at work while I'm juggling 10 or 12 pots on the stove and serving three parties at once and everything is running smoothly--and I am aware that it is running smoothly--I'll acknowledge this ability that has been given to me, and be thankful for it; that to me is a form of prayer. Heck, even as I type these words--writing and thinking about prayer--can be a form of prayer. Sometimes--I really believe--just saying thank you is enough.
“If the only prayer you said was thank you, that would be enough."